Drink excessively!

So i moved to phoenix, could get a job, lost all my savings, gained debt, and lost a passion for my career (mechanic).

I end up back in new mexico being a land scaper, commercial not a lawn mower, i do full project installation, and decided i think i should lose weight. I was 277 lbs and am now 230. But it seems like to many others i have given up on life, i dont use my education, i live in a ******* travel trailer, and am a negative person.

I try to make others happy, and i get depressed...so tonight i decided to drink...in 2 hours i have had 9 beers...i normally only drink on weekends...so im a light weight...and now i decided to vent...so here it is...my way of venting.

If my truck had a trans in it i would be out raising hell...but not the case.

So to those who know what im talking about.

To those who's time i have wasted...i apologize.

Dustin

 

Sounds like you need a job in the oilfield! Working on a drilling rig! Lol

 

Stop drinking and you will loose more weight.

 

I am sure alot of us have been there time to time.. You need to remember always keep your head high man.. Drinking for some makes them feel better, but for alot makes them even more in the dirt.. I don't even see how you can give up on life, your ******* 22 years old. You havn't been through it yet. Jobs are few and far between now. Not just for you, for the whole damn country.. Bottom line it is hard for a single person, to have a job, buy a nice house, nice car to drive. Reason I am fukn 28 and live at home.. I am recently laid off from work again, will probably never return to that line of it.. Am I down about it? Sure sometimes, but it doesn't keep me down. I know something will be here oneday, so I keep my fukn eyes open for it. Like I always say man, good things take time, sometimes alooong time.. So be it.. Life isn't a fairy tail.. And remember one thing there is always many more people out there worse off then you..

 

I think ill just keep drinking till i pass out...seems like the right thing to do.

 

X2 ^^^^^^ but I got a family to feed & cloth last year wuz tough unemployment doing side jobs just to make it! But that year is in my back pocket now!

 

call up a hooker and make the night complete!



sorry your having a bad time...

 

and do a few bumps of blow off her *** just j/kn man, I feel your pain, been there myself and all I can tell you is weather it out. A night in a bottle once in a while can be ok, just make sure it doesn't turn into every night. Better to be around fun people, even if they are just the bar room buddies type, just make sure you have a legal ride home or you will be in even more financial depsair, dui's are expensive

 

Or a breast, but better if it is a stripper and not hooker Strippers are kinda ummmm, but hey they are just trying to pay there way through school

 

glad my lifes a joke guys