Is this what its like to be addicted to crack?
#1
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On The Tree
Joined: Aug 2005
Posts: 155
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From: From CA, station in MA, PCS to CA
Ok so I have been laying low and trying to stay away from this site because
the more I read on here, the more money I try to hide from the wifey so I
can fund my addiction. I was clean for about a week then she kept asking me
"What do you want for fathers day? Do you want something for your truck?"
And the world starts spinning... I'm sweating. I try walking to the
bathroom turn a corner and start fishtailing and hear tires squealing.
Splash a little water on my face. Ok, I'm good. I need to save money for
the house we're looking at buying, down payment, closing costs, etc. I tell
her I dont know what I want for fathers day, and not to worry about it. Then she starts asking "Well, what about your birthday." Luckily my 3 month old started crying because he was hungry and I started feeding him to take my mind off the truck. I make it to bed and all is well. Until I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat from being chased by a polished radix demon. I head for the kitchen and I'm downshifting by the time I get to the fridge. The rest of the night was a bit hazy but my neighbor was complaining to me the next day at work about me sitting in my truck at 2 in the morning just revving it up. I think I need to seek counseling.
the more I read on here, the more money I try to hide from the wifey so I
can fund my addiction. I was clean for about a week then she kept asking me
"What do you want for fathers day? Do you want something for your truck?"
And the world starts spinning... I'm sweating. I try walking to the
bathroom turn a corner and start fishtailing and hear tires squealing.
Splash a little water on my face. Ok, I'm good. I need to save money for
the house we're looking at buying, down payment, closing costs, etc. I tell
her I dont know what I want for fathers day, and not to worry about it. Then she starts asking "Well, what about your birthday." Luckily my 3 month old started crying because he was hungry and I started feeding him to take my mind off the truck. I make it to bed and all is well. Until I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat from being chased by a polished radix demon. I head for the kitchen and I'm downshifting by the time I get to the fridge. The rest of the night was a bit hazy but my neighbor was complaining to me the next day at work about me sitting in my truck at 2 in the morning just revving it up. I think I need to seek counseling.
#5
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On The Tree
Joined: Aug 2005
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From: From CA, station in MA, PCS to CA
This is the worst part, my wife is.. well a housewife. She takes care of me and my two boys. She also watches on of my co-workers kids during the week for some extra cash. Well she has been trying to get a job. When I asked her why she wanted to get a job, because a) I make enough b) we already dont get enough sleep because of the kids and c) she would be taking time away from the family. You know what she told me "I just want to make some more money so you can buy parts for your truck." I almost got choked up.
#6
Originally Posted by kiserhd
This is the worst part, my wife is.. well a housewife. She takes care of me and my two boys. She also watches on of my co-workers kids during the week for some extra cash. Well she has been trying to get a job. When I asked her why she wanted to get a job, because a) I make enough b) we already dont get enough sleep because of the kids and c) she would be taking time away from the family. You know what she told me "I just want to make some more money so you can buy parts for your truck." I almost got choked up.
what does your truck give you that i dont
its not what my truck gives me, its what my truck dosent give me
oh, and whats that!?
constant ****
. her 2 room mates and i were cracking up tho. now i sleep on the couch
hahah j/k.
#7
Originally Posted by kiserhd
This is the worst part, my wife is.. well a housewife. She takes care of me and my two boys. She also watches on of my co-workers kids during the week for some extra cash. Well she has been trying to get a job. When I asked her why she wanted to get a job, because a) I make enough b) we already dont get enough sleep because of the kids and c) she would be taking time away from the family. You know what she told me "I just want to make some more money so you can buy parts for your truck." I almost got choked up.






