see here is the funny part i'm usually the person who don't get mad or depressed or anything. but wow have i had a hell of a month. i'm not even Superstitious but yet i still find it funny that about a week before all this stuff started to happen i stepped on a mirror and broke it lol. i'll check some of this stuff out though i'm always up for learning something new. i feel like i've gotten dumber working in the navy because i do the same thing everyday and never learn anything new unless i sit on my *** and get on line and look stuff up.

but truely change what? you got me there.

 

Anything you want.

Are there habits you know are wrong or you would like to do away with? You don't like the idea that you are not learning anything new? Do you smoke? How's your body image? Anything

Its just a way of looking at things. Instead of just going through day to day life I now challenge myself to learn more and to help facilitate changes in my area. As part of that change I am working on making connections so I can approach local elementary schools with some pretty neat curriculum changes where they incorporate Ecoliteracy and character development. I could be like a lot of people I know and just deal with my own crap but since I've (in a sense) cast off the normal worries I feel motivated and empowered to try and help others and create positive change in my community.

None of this makes me any better than anyone else but it does make me feel good and helpful.

 

oh ok gotcha. well i did quit smoking over a year ago already.