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Mar 26, 2004 | 03:19 PM
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Originally Posted by GMChasLS1
Hahahaha I like the language you speak! Well this time muffs aren't something under your truck that spits out exhaust lol! Good to see you back posting.
Yes, I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed but at least I know where it's at. I've been down and dragged through the ******* these last 6-8 weeks man. I pretty much lost everything I've busted my *** for here and have nothing anymore.
Mar 26, 2004 | 05:54 PM
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From: Truck Heaven
Originally Posted by Hit Man X
Yes, I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed but at least I know where it's at. I've been down and dragged through the ******* these last 6-8 weeks man. I pretty much lost everything I've busted my *** for here and have nothing anymore.
Mar 26, 2004 | 11:24 PM
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Originally Posted by Tiburon
Eric, you sound like you just lost your job, your gf left you, and your best friend just died.
You got two of the three right.
Then add in the mix that I moved from an 800sq ft apt about 18 months ago (after being there for like 8 years) to a 2000 sq ft house and now have to go back to ~1100 sq ft. 99Silver5.3 knows as does Chingy and Pewter03.
I got laid off from one job (new home sales), acquired another one (mortgage bank) and the new one I got at the mortgage place was a lender for the builder I used to work for. Well the owner of that builder called up the owner of the mortgage place and blackmailed him to get me to quit or he'd pull all loans to the mortgage bank.
I'm not going to even get started on with the girl I lost. Two years of friendship she threw away when her cheater Ex came back to her. I was tossed aside like nothing ever was there between us. Two years of being great friends and being there for each other just gone. I can't believe that either. I used to wakeup and look forward from hearing from her, now that's gone. She was the one thing keeping me positive and split when I needed her the most. It's over and I don't know why. This hurt me real bad.
Then school's pissing me off, it's such a drain and waste that I see now. I'm about 3 or 4 semesters from getting out, so I'm close to the end finally. But even so I don't care. I'd like to transfer to a different school but a 2.7 GPA sucks. It seems to serve no purpose.
Oh, I've also lost 1000s of dollars over the past 6 months too. Had to bail my last remaining friend from the tank, my Pops got into a bad bind so I helped him out (that pretty much drained me of all funds and then some), etc. That doesn't help the situation either.
I have closure on nothing that has gone wrong for me (I have some ideas but that's what they are and not factual info) and I don't believe it's over yet. I think I'm due for one more stab to my heart before it all ends. I'm apathetic about pretty much everything and really have no motivation or desire to do anything anymore. I want to be positive but can't, there's nothing to look forward to now.
Enough of my sob story. I don't understand why I go from nothing, to what I needed, now back to nothing. It makes no sense to me at all.
Mar 27, 2004 | 12:08 AM
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From: Truck Heaven
Originally Posted by Hit Man X
You got two of the three right. Then add in the mix that I moved from an 800sq ft apt about 18 months ago (after being there for like 8 years) to a 2000 sq ft house and now have to go back to ~1100 sq ft.
99Silver5.3 knows as does Chingy and Pewter03.
I got laid off from one job (new home sales), acquired another one (mortgage bank) and the new one I got at the mortgage place was a lender for the builder I used to work for. Well the owner of that builder called up the owner of the mortgage place and blackmailed him to get me to quit or he'd pull all loans to the mortgage bank.
I'm not going to even get started on with the girl I lost. Two years of friendship she threw away when her cheater Ex came back to her. I was tossed aside like nothing ever was there between us. Two years of being great friends and being there for each other just gone. I can't believe that either. I used to wakeup and look forward from hearing from her, now that's gone. She was the one thing keeping me positive and split when I needed her the most. It's over and I don't know why. This hurt me real bad.
Then school's pissing me off, it's such a drain and waste that I see now. I'm about 3 or 4 semesters from getting out, so I'm close to the end finally. But even so I don't care. I'd like to transfer to a different school but a 2.7 GPA sucks. It seems to serve no purpose.
Oh, I've also lost 1000s of dollars over the past 6 months too. Had to bail my last remaining friend from the tank, my Pops got into a bad bind so I helped him out (that pretty much drained me of all funds and then some), etc. That doesn't help the situation either.
I have closure on nothing that has gone wrong for me (I have some ideas but that's what they are and not factual info) and I don't believe it's over yet. I think I'm due for one more stab to my heart before it all ends. I'm apathetic about pretty much everything and really have no motivation or desire to do anything anymore. I want to be positive but can't, there's nothing to look forward to now.
Enough of my sob story. I don't understand why I go from nothing, to what I needed, now back to nothing. It makes no sense to me at all.
Then add in the mix that I moved from an 800sq ft apt about 18 months ago (after being there for like 8 years) to a 2000 sq ft house and now have to go back to ~1100 sq ft. 99Silver5.3 knows as does Chingy and Pewter03.
I got laid off from one job (new home sales), acquired another one (mortgage bank) and the new one I got at the mortgage place was a lender for the builder I used to work for. Well the owner of that builder called up the owner of the mortgage place and blackmailed him to get me to quit or he'd pull all loans to the mortgage bank.
I'm not going to even get started on with the girl I lost. Two years of friendship she threw away when her cheater Ex came back to her. I was tossed aside like nothing ever was there between us. Two years of being great friends and being there for each other just gone. I can't believe that either. I used to wakeup and look forward from hearing from her, now that's gone. She was the one thing keeping me positive and split when I needed her the most. It's over and I don't know why. This hurt me real bad.
Then school's pissing me off, it's such a drain and waste that I see now. I'm about 3 or 4 semesters from getting out, so I'm close to the end finally. But even so I don't care. I'd like to transfer to a different school but a 2.7 GPA sucks. It seems to serve no purpose.
Oh, I've also lost 1000s of dollars over the past 6 months too. Had to bail my last remaining friend from the tank, my Pops got into a bad bind so I helped him out (that pretty much drained me of all funds and then some), etc. That doesn't help the situation either.
I have closure on nothing that has gone wrong for me (I have some ideas but that's what they are and not factual info) and I don't believe it's over yet. I think I'm due for one more stab to my heart before it all ends. I'm apathetic about pretty much everything and really have no motivation or desire to do anything anymore. I want to be positive but can't, there's nothing to look forward to now.
Enough of my sob story. I don't understand why I go from nothing, to what I needed, now back to nothing. It makes no sense to me at all.
Mar 27, 2004 | 12:40 AM
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Originally Posted by Tiburon
Sorry to hear this. I hope everything brightens up for you.
Thanks man, I'm tired of being down. I hope stuff turns around here soon too, part of me slips further and further away each day having to deal with this.
It's so tough to be upbeat right now, I wish I could just forget the past easily as that'd make me be all smiles not having to have the past dwell on my mind all the time...wondering why. Kinda like that Eternal Sunshine movie!
