ok well this was my ex that i was with for almost a year, and its sad but I did fall in love with her. I talked to her yesterday online for the 1st time in like 6 months, we've been broken up almost a year. So anyway, she decides she wants to have lunch with me today, so I go. I thought I was over her and once I saw her it was like BAM! all those feelings I thought were gone came back and I'm left in the same boat as before. She doesnt have a boyfriend but is living the "single life" and just casually dating. We had a pretty good time just sitting and talking. It was nice not fighting with her, reminded me of old times when we were together. Our relationship was kind of rocky because she was fully dependant on her parents to pay for her college, car note, etc etc. Now she's working full time and paying for everything herself so she's finally broken away from that. Next thing her parents didnt want her seeing me because I am half hispanic (they are white) even though I could introduce myself as Paul or something and they'd never know the difference.
So that added strain to her life as well. I know I've changed most of my ways and the way I thought from a year ago, question is has she? I sent her a long email just letting all I had inside go. The thing that is killing me is waiting for her to reply and what exactly that reply is going to entail. So until then I sit here and have thousands of possible things go through my head. Ok, I'm done!

 

Take a nap. Drink a Margarita. Clear your head.

 

Man you are in a tight situation. Just do whatever feels right for you.

 

You need to get yo mind back in PIMP-Mode

Me and you are too young for bullshit like that my friend


Come to cancun Ill be there for a month.. Ill bet you 100 bucks you dont think bout your ex the whole time there

 

**** I'd loose that bet, cuz I'd be pimpin out there fo sho!

 

Yes the women suck sometimes, definatly the ones in highschool like i got, they are on your case way to much, i think me and my truck will be alone after school. i feel sry for the guys who have to deal with the big women problems, i just like to fuckem and chuckum

 

 

For a minute I thought this thread was gonna end like "The Crying Game". Hope it all works out for you.

 

Damn. Well, do whatever you feel is right. Most would agree that once a relationship goes south it is best to move on. There are obviously going to be unresolved issues and new issues since you have been apart.
Funny, I have been in almost your exact same position. Cant say it was a mistake though. When it ended the first time I couldnt stop thinking about her. Second time I really got to take control and be the dominant party. She was a couple years older than me (20 when I was 18) and voted best looking in our H.S. I always had a crush on her. I ended up ******* her out pretty bad after what she put me through. She just took it. I got everything out of my system before I left her in the same way she left me the first time. Obviously nothing good really came of it, but I regained a part of myself that she took away.

 

well I talked to her today, she got my email.
She said I have to prove to her that I've gotten past my immaturity, lack of patience, and lack of understanding. Usually I run away from chics that try to give me a "quota" so to speak on things, but all I wanted was that one last chance and hopefully I wont slip up because I really do care about this girl. So time to do something I've never done before in my life, actually think about what I'm doing, saying, and acting like because I intend to prove it not only to her but to myself as well. Thanks for listening everyone and wish me luck!

Oh and BTW, she loves my truck so no getting rid of that, not like I would anyway, but it helps that she loves it!